I don’t know how really I feel. I mean something is disturbing me I don’t know what it is. I keep thinking something and I don’t know what I’m thinking. People around me are speaking stuffs to me but I’m in no mood to listen. Everyone is preparing for the upcoming examination and I’m nowhere near it. I feel like I’m unfit to this place. Usually I’m the one who loves to be in college even if no one is in college, unlike other days I hated to be here. I wanted to go home and crawl in my bed. My two friends kept on nagging me what the problem is, I din’t say anything because I don’t exactly know what’s disturbing me. They think I’m mad, I don’t really care about it……I came to bread basket with my sister, she has ordered something, I’m not aware of it but I did something vividly, it’s spilling all the eatables down, finally our table looking like a messy slum. Now I’m embarrassed to see it, my sister is damn angry, I just ignored her with a faulty apologetic smile……Hoping that tomorrow gives me some good visions about life.
